QuicksilverI'm quicksilver, too,When I'm with him -Faster.Brighter.Lighter on my feet.Even in this leaden cold,The kind that seeps,Slowly, through your jacket,And to your bones.Is it being with him that does this?Am I this way anyway,and he just brings it out?
Starbucks RomanceCold Febuary sunwatches bittersweet wordstravel from pento coffee stained notebook.A slender Marlboroburns slowly in theharsh winter air,outside a buildingthat attractsbad habitslike fly paper.
Falling Is PainfulFalling in love is painful.It always leads to scraped knees,And broken hearts.Kiss my wounds, wipe my tears,And tell me it will be ok.Maybe next time you can catch my fall?
Do You Want My Wishes?I wish I could give you,A happy ending.I wish I could give you,The world.I wish I could give you,All of me.(Such a broken gift)I cannot give you something,That never really began.I cannot give you something,That I do not own.I cannot give you me,Unless you are willing.(I hope that you are.)Do you want,To create a beginning?Do you want,To conquer the world with me?Do you want,The only thing I can give you?(Just please don't let me fall.)
Loving You Is EasyIts sad,How easy it is,Loving you.You say the same,Talk with me for hoursAbout how we will live,How you will always wait,No matter how long it takes.At the end of the day,I am left waiting for you,It is another in your arms.So as always,I settle for less,And love you from afar,As a friend.
Under RepairTake my broken heart,Mend it please,Keep it safe for me.Just be careful,Not to break it,Once again.I don't know if I can live,With the pain of a broken heart,Not this time.
Glue Cannot Fix A Broken HeartI loved you,unconditionally.But I guess that wasn't enough.I was always too broken,Too cracked, for you.I knew you didn't needA heart that needed glue.But I gave it to you anyway.You can't fix a broken heart,When the soul is no longer whole.You are gone now,I told you to be careful,But in your haste,You dropped my broken heart.But thats ok,This new heart is cold,And will not break,Like the last one did.
Irrational LoveThere is someone,Someone who is keeping me from makingharsh, irrational decisions.The most interesting person,I have ever met.(So wise, so articulate, so...... wonderful.)I want to fall in love so much,that i'm taking coincidences too personally.Love comes naturally,not after thorough research,of common interests.[Does one know if they are in love immediately?Or does it take time?]Do I even know anything about love?Do I even know anything at all?I feel so happy.(Then why are you crying?)
Almost DeadI feel almost dead.My muscles are weak.My eyes are always heavy,I have nothing to offer,Not anymore.(Did you ever?)My brain tells me,"You need to feel!"My body screams,It needs nourishment.But my heart, my soul,Tells me I am not good enough.(You never will be.)My passion for living is gone,I feel so emotionless.My life is lived, day by day.I don't stand out, in any way.I am nothing special - just...There.I feel almost dead.(Again.)