CantSome days I am so tired of my life,The repitition - days melt into each other.I am just dying to have someone elses.Why am I so miserable?I am too much of a coward to ask,In hopes of fucking things up more.When did I get like this?I feel like I am dying, maybe.(You only wish you could.)I dont know.I just cant anymore.I just fucking cant.
Over My HeadI am drowning in everything.I cant put into words.I need someone to save me.But no one seems willing to take that plunge.(I am alone)
The Icy PedestalI placed you on a pedestal,And then dared you to jump.I set you up to fail me,And you succeeded.I don't think you ever needed me,And while it was beautiful,It always left me cold.Im so cold now,Im always cold.And I dont think a sweater is going to be enough
MemoriesLife brings many things,Tears, smiles, and memories The tears will dry, The smiles will fade, But the memories... ... those last forever
ResultsThe end result is the same,.Weakness.A thing to be despised.I cant stand seeing it in myself.If I want to do something - or not do something,I should be able to do it.
I Love YouI love you thats all I have to say, I cant think of a better way,I love you is that ok?
I WishI wish I had wings,Long, graceful and slender,So I could fly away.I wish I could live forever,Ageless, with immortal beauty,I don't want to miss a thing.I wish you would stay the night with me,Holding me close, never leaving,So I would never have to need again.
Letting GoLet her go.Shes fucked up.Shes got some problems.What kind of problems?It doesn't matter...She had some problems with herself.Always worried,Living life by a mirror,A scale,The courtroom in her head.Dreaming, but not pleasantly.Of food, living,But never allowing herself either.Wasting away,Slowly,Into a sweet nothing,Except for a hollow shell.An empty cage of bones.She had some problems with herself.
Chosen One"Baby, you stayed."I'll never leave...I wonder sometimes,What love it.But I think I have found it.It has dips and peaks,A feeling of being chosen,finally.It makes you light,free - if only for a second,like some fairy tale girl,finally rescued from her tower room.Has Prince Charming come calling at last?